I'm still not in the mood for dissertation really. Perhaps if I failed maybe I deserve it.....right ?

Sometimes I just don't get it that I saw some people just happy when you're sad.

On the other hand some friends are soooo nice and offer some help without asking anything in return.

The world always have two sides. I just hope that God may give me strength to do this dissertation.

To pass everything as quickly as the blink of our eyes......  I'm so selfish to ask you this but I just wanna be honest to myself.....

I just want his help to make me pass it on.....

Just another one task before farewell from this place....ever........

 

My cough is getting better thank you very much for everyone for your caring, it did help me a lot :-)

 

Ps. I have to thank you my flatmate for the last Friday..... with the emergency case. Thanks God that I have you as my flatmate. Cheryl, Dalia,Cindy,Abby and of course Anush......you are a very best flatmates ever.....

I cough badly especially night time. It's soooo annoying and sometimes I really want to vomit.

My lovely flatmate, Anush knock on my door she said that she have heard I cough badly night time for almost two weeks now, you should go to see the doctor, she said.

 

Yeah, she was right. Actually I went to see the doctor last two week and he gave me a dose of amoxicillin 500 mg. for one week. My cough not every day and every night according to those amoxicillin but there are a huge hard time cough at night instead.....

So damn annoying and my tear always comeout everytime I cough.

 

There are both male and female doctors at Health Center in my University. I want to see female doctor so I have to wait until next week due to the long queue. You cannot go there and see the doctor unless you have an appointment in advance or you have an emergency/ severe case. I called last thursday or friday I cannot remember but my queue will be on this thursday for female doctor. Nice lady on the phone asked me that is your case emergency and I don't think so. Anyway, Anush my flatmate she said that the worst disease for cough is TB. Oh my god I really paranoid after I heard that I can have TB. Anush said if she were me, she can treat my disease as emergency case because it was caused me cannot sleep night time. Yeah sometimes I couldn't sleep but anyway beside my sickness, I still have to work on my first draft. Time is chasing after all of us, isn't that right?, one of my favourite quote from Ms, Snow said in the movie 'Finding Neverland'.

 

Anyway, this thursday very very early in the morning I will be examined and I'm sure that all of my badly cough will be gone during day time and the doctor cannot hear me cough for sure. Well I hope that even thought she cannot hear anything, she still can see my red throat cause from last night or feeling something from my lung or whatsoever. But pleaseeee God no TB ! 

After wonder around and have been through many of music video of my favorite artist, I just realize that there are lots and lots of a nice Christian songs that I can find from youtube as well. hahaaaaaaa what a thought, I click and find and the more I find it the more I enjoy singing along and huming along with those beautiful rhythm.

 

Do ya wanna sing with me?

 

It's really easy

 

as one song, 'how great is our GOD' by Chris Tomlin you can sing exactly this word 'how great is our God' or the name of this song with the singer..... it's easy......

here here just click here and sing with me and with Chris

 

 

another song is 'here i am to worship' by Tim Hughes, I also like this song.

 

 

 

Also thank you to one of my senior friend, eventhough he's so far away but he always help me by encouraging me through emails. I really appreciate that. Thanks God who always sent a friend in need in time.....   :-)

 

Ps. still slow in the production of dissertation..... a prayer for poor me pleaseeeee

I just always think about the marriage in this way.