Nothing much for a sick gal like me.....sleep all day. Try to eat many kind of medicines I guess it won't work for me as today I have been sick for five days I guess.

What I do lately..... watching all of MV from youtube and listen to many kind of music, it keep my world still beautiful as it used to be. Playing PC game hahaaaa I almost done with it. Clear almost every level. I guess after I finish and fed up maybe I can start to concentrate with my dissertation. well sooner or later I will going to jump eat and swim inside my dissertation for sure. Time fly....everybody got to do what they got to do right?

 

The song today that I'm listening to always an old song. like 'when I see you smile',' all my life',' save the best for last','1000 miles'. Some songs from Bette Midler also good to listen I love 'from a distant',wind beneath my wings', you don't own me' (if you watch 'the first wives club the movie you will be into it as me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-QcMSGr22Q). The beatles 'in my life', 'I wil', 'all you need is love'l are also a good song. Well it always my 'all time favorite' and if you wanna be in a very good mood I really recommend those song.....

 

 

 

 

Other side of the world/KT Tunstall

 

Other Side of The World

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world

Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

Then the fire fades away
most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Ohh.... the other side of the world
You're.... the other side of the world
To me.

http://www.blueyze.com/somewhere.html

SOMEWHERE OUT THERE

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale blue night,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
Then we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.

And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star,
And when the night will start to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the
Same big sky.

Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then, we'll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.

 

I just really love the way Jay Chou play piano and sing duet with his girl friend Hou Pei Chen. They are such a lovely couple. Is there anyone willing to sing some song together with me?...hahaaa someday we'll know.

I really don't know what to begin.........

Then I choose to go out...it's much better than stay here and sitting/watching for sad movie.

Try to move foreward but still struggling.

When facing with discipline or resposibility I choose to run away with laziness and idleness..........

Can anyone find me my motivation, inspiration and stimulation for working on my dissertation?

The answer come from myself.... Everything have to start with me myself and I....not all other things outside my world...

 

Ps. Keep procrastination is bad for your health.... now I totally agree with.

Lu, my friend send one of the japanese famous series and fiction of one girl. Her name is Kitou Aya. She has an uncurable desease since she was 15.  This desease cause her can't walk, talk and write properly. She died when she was 25 yearsold. The film try to show of 'how wonderful of life is' through the life of 'Aya'.

 

Further info kindly click on my friend's site   http://pradt.net/2006/ichi-rittoru-no-namida

 

This is theme song for the leading role.

 

Konayuki by Remioromen (Aya & Haruto's theme)

 

Konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo sure chigai
Hitogomi ni magirete mo onaji sora miteru no ni
Kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru no ni

Boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
Soredemo ichi oku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
Konkyo wa naikedo honki de omotterunda

Sasaina ii aimo nakute
Onaji jikan wo ikite nado ike nai
Sunao ni nare nai nara
Yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake

Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai

Boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshi atete
Sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
Orite yukitai soko de mou ichi do aou

Wakari aitai nante
Uwabe wo nadete itano wa boku no hou
Kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru
Koto dakede tsunagatteta no ni

Konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
Zara tsuku ASUFARUTO no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo

Konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
Soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuduketai

Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara

However there is another theme song which I like as well but not as much as the one above.

 

Only Human by K (theme song)

I really like this word 'Ima wa mae he susume'. Actualy there is nothing in life that we cannot do it. We can do anything we want, pursue our dream or whatever. The question is will you dare ?   

Anyway, Thanks a lots to Lu again. He always bring lots and lots of good things into my life. Now I'm thinking about the song 'that's what friends are for'. See no matter what, you cannot live without a good friend. No matter what, he is still around you, near you just like before, today and tomorrow. Eventhough you didn't talk for a very long time or something but you still know from inside that you are always can count on him/her. 'you've got a friend'.

Why these days is sooooooo hot like this.....It seems I'm not in UK at all.

When it's warm like this, I'm not really wanna read or study anymore. Just wanna going out, wanna go to the sea so bad.... wanna shopping... more bags, more shoes (what else women will want, right).

3 months left before go back to Thailand....It's too short.. for one year in here.

Then next summer, what am I going to be, still wonder. Don't ya wanna know? ;-)

True Colours (first time I remember this song it was sung by Phil Collins)

(I dedicate this song for one of my friend and everyone that just lose their self-esteem. Anyway thank you for ads of Dove about  http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/. ( and  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUsKIApTewQ&search=Dove%20ad ) . This ads use this song. Then, show me your true beautiful colours :-)

 

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
though I realize
It's hard to take courage,
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it
And the darkness, inside you
Makes you feel so small

But I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Just show your true colours,
True colours, ooh are beautiful like a rainbow.

Show me a smile,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear,
Just call me up,
cause you know I'll be there


And see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
your true colours,
True colours are beautiful,
Oh Like a rainbow

Show me a smile, (show me a smile),
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear,
Just call me up,
Because you know I'll be there

Such sad eyes,
Take courage now,
Realize

When this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Just show your true colours
True colours, true colours

Are shining through
I see your true colours
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid; just let them show
Your true colours, true colours
True colours are beautiful,
So beautiful, like a rainbow

Yeah, Yeah, (Yeah, Yeah), Yeah(Yeah), Yeah(Yeah)

Show me your colours,
(Show me your colours)
Show me your rainbow,
(Beautiful)
Like a rainbow,(Show Me your colours)

Colours, Colours(True Colours shine)
Show me your rainbow, so beautiful
thats why I love you
show me your colours (True Colours Shinin through)
show me your rainbow, beautiful
oohooh show me your colours, colours, colours

True Coulours