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June 30 You rock !!!Thanks GOD for everything. You are the best thing that ever happen to my life.
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS many thanks, loads of thanks.
Thanks to my parents, thanks to my bro and my sis, thanks to all of my friends.
Thanks to Zael. :-) June 10 I love my King !In Thailand now, there is an important event called 'The Coronation of the King'. This 2006 our beloved King is in his enthroenment for sixty years. This is why we held the big event for this celebration. There are more than thousand people wear yellow cloth today. Of course, If I'm in Thailand I will wear as well. Night time, we will gather together to light the candle. If I be there, I will go to that place near the King palace and light the candle to celebrate this joyfulness inside my heart with all of Thai people.
I still remember when I was a student 3 years ago. Professor asked about the core emblem of Thai people. (He teach us with the article of 'The House of Muumbi' this article was written by Harold R. Isaacs. it's about 'Idols of the Tribe')
I wrote my short essay for him.
My house of Muumbi, in my opinion is our beloved King Rama the ninth. He is the center of our heart who gather all of ethics and all of organizations together. Even when I am far away from my homeland. I'm still thinking of him with respectful, joyful and greatful. So I'm saying that he is the one who group us in pack and hold us. Most of all he remind us of our nation, our nationality and yes our identity.
Long Live The King... June 08 Load of DVDsThank you everyone for your kindness and encouragment. I appreciate that.
Anyway, I've been lazy for these two days. I have to go out for shopping but the laziness feeling still got me. Better stay home and watch tons of DVD huh?
The most favorite part of my life is when I'm watching a movie.
I finished crying from 'April Snow' the other day. What a beautiful movie and neat one. Eventhought I don't like the silent tone of the movie but I have to admit that sometimes love life is kinda complicated than the simple picture though.
Lu, one of my best friend, encourage me to watch a japanese film '1 litre of tears'. Probably I may end up a hundred gallon of tears. Kinda sensitive with the dead things. If in da movie, there is something realted to dead, I got to be cried always. http://www.channel-ai.com/blog/2006/01/01/1-litre-of-tears/
Lu said it is kinda supportive film. Then I should watch it after exam result come out right? hmhmhmmmmm
I watched Initial D (thanks to Yog) this morning, Jay Chou is superb in this film compare with his first one. I just know that the next movie, he will play one of the lading role with lots of Hongkong super stars and a very talented chinese producer 'Zhang Yimou' (The road home, Not one less, Hero, House of Flying Daggers) in this time, the movie called 'Curse of the Golden Flower'.
This saturday I will go out for ten days, see you guys when I come back ok? take care. June 05 Worry about the result - -"What if I fail ???
Think on the bright side, no one can take 'the experience in here one year' away from me.
okay, this is Tana live from Colchester and back to (where you are)...thank you
June 03 when will exam finish?Final night that I've been waiting for
Today is the day that I was waiting for
Today is everyone's liberation day
Today is what you all are waiting for a long long time
seems last night before that they we are waiting for a bit longer than usual....
why time's not fly as when we used to think that the time is fly?
guess, I have to go back and study again. I really hate study and hate exam. Yeah, I do.
You know this morning, I got up to read some article but I couldn't. I have headache.... it's not that bad but it's annoying when you seems you want to read that much. Normally I don't have any feeling to read (that much). Why when I want to read,my physical is rejected it huh??? -"-
Seems that I cannot be a good student till the last day.
But I try my best. God knows. If I cannot make it,dat's fine. Why I am so pestimistic like this? well ya as usual. Will be back for optimistic after exam, believe me.
Ok,should go back to work dear. This is my day, and tomorrow is my independence day. (And the result of the exam is my doom's day)
till that day.... bye for now June 02 Hedgehog's DilemmaHave you ever heard about 'Hedgehog's Dilemma' ? Once I watched one of the great Japanese Anime, 'Neon Genesis Evangelion' I learn something about 'Hedgehog's Dilemma'....
The leading role who are just a boy....have to take responsibility over the world (not Spider man). He don't want to become close to anyone because once he stand alone he can hurt only himself but once he start to have a relationship with someone he starts to afraid of hurting someone else as the 'Hedgehog'. They cannot come close together because of the spines on their backs. (do they???)
Anyway, thank you wikipedia.com
Everything I want to know,I just only click wikipedia.com
Hedgehog's dilemmaFrom Wikipedia, the free encyclopediaThe hedgehog's dilemma states that the closer two beings come to each other, the more likely they are to hurt one another; however if they remain apart, they will each feel the pain of loneliness. The dilemma is exemplified with hedgehogs because they have spines on their backs. If they come close to one another, the spines of each will hurt the other. This is analogous to a relationship between two human beings. If two people come to care about and trust each other, something bad that happens to one of them will hurt the other as well, and dishonesty between the two could cause even greater problems. The concept originates from Arthur Schopenhauer's Parerga und Paralipomena. It entered the realm of psychology after the tale was discovered and adopted by Sigmund Freud. The hedgehog's dilemma is a central motif in the anime Neon Genesis Evangelion, where protagonist Shinji Ikari is the metaphorical hedgehog. Retrieved from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedgehog%27s_dilemma"
Sometimes, I just dont want to hurt someone...but if I care too much means that I'm allowed someone to hurting myself. Sounds a little bit of drama. I don't know, sometimes I just too weak and play hard to myself. I cannot get my way out of 'Hedgehog Dilemma'
Anyway, back to reality (that 'hedgehog' is always haunt my imagination). Now, I know lots of people who love me. Look back at them. I can see, the way they stand beside me. Be there when I need them. Not only my parents but true friend. Not the one who just passes by....then I feel grateful.
I have to say 'thank you'. How many times I say that hahahaaaa. I never tire to say that and I love you (all) as well.
Suddenly............. my Hedgehog dilemma is gone...
and time to study is coming (again)
:-) June 01 Hi there!Hey, I know you are here to check my diary.....
I just wonder...the counter is keep up and up but noone reply me.... so lonely...I'm so lonely huhhuhhh
Anyway, thank you for just want to see that I'm still alive or not.
Well
I'm fine....more than fine
a little bit fat, I guess. I hope to be on diet soon <== keep promising that to myself.
I dont want to be fat but I'm sure no matter what size I am,you guys still love me (just the way I am) right?
hmmmmmm?
Still have got 2 exams left....
a little bit tense but after this I will travel through Europe
chewwwwwwwwww
don't tell anyone about it... heheeeeeeeeee me and my backpacker (actually it's suitecase because to tired to pack all of my things on my back....kinda old now pal)
and then next stop after Europe... is (I just wanna be in) 'Iceland'
well yeah kinda weird huh but if u go to see the website of 'Iceland' and if you see the 'Bluelagoon' yourself, I'm definitly positive that you may want to go with me heheheeee. (still love spa as before huh?)
ok. Bye for now. Thank you for listening,keep me company here..... still have a long long reading to go before the coming exam this 9.00am anyway this is 2.09am so hmmmm wat do u say...not that long time before exam but long reading @_@
sigh* life's not that perfect, don't you think? hihihi ^^ |
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