Love by Anchalee

Album : Million ways to dobe

 

เหมือนฝนตกตอนหน้าแล้ง        เหมือนเห็นสายรุ้งขึ้นกลางแจ้ง         เหมือนลมหนาวเดือนเมษา         เหมือนว่าใจอ่อนล้ากลับแข็งแกร่ง

เหมือนคนกำลังมีรัก           เหมือนคนหลงทางพบคนรู้จัก          เหมือนเจอของสำคัญที่หล่นหาย          เหมือนร้ายนั้นกลายเป็นดีมาก

แล้วที่ฉันนั้นได้มาพบกับเธอ          ชีวิตฉันจึงได้เจอ

*แต่ไม่รู้จะขอบคุณ          ไม่รู้ทำอย่างไร         ไม่รู้ว่าสิ่งไหนจะยิ่งใหญ่ควรค่าพอ

ที่ฉันได้เจอะเธอ       ได้รักโดยไม่ต้องขอ        ได้รู้โดยไม่ต้องรอ        ว่ารักคืออะไร   (ดนตรี)

โอ้เธอทำให้ฉันรู้จัก         ความรักที่ไม่มีเหมือนใครใด         ได้มามีเธอนั้นเป็นคนให้    หัวใจอยากให้เธอรู้      ( ซ้ำ * )

(ดนตรี)  ว่ารักคืออะไร       ได้รู้โดยไม่ต้องรอ          ว่ารักคืออะไร   

 

This song is about the greatest love from someone that made us know the actual meaning of it.

 

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While I was looking up to the sky today in the parking lot of my company I really miss the New Zealand sky.

They are so bright blue sky which is one place of the most beautiful sky in this world that I've ever seen.

 

I really miss my road trip with my 3 friends Teddy from Korea, Naoya from Japan and Huang from Taiwan. We were so young and so crazy huh?  :-)  

 
This year, I have to be the bridesmaid for 2 times. One from my younger sister in Christ and the other one is from my older sister in Christ. Anyway my colleague said that if I'm a bridesmaid for 3 times I will be single forever. I really dont believe that because I know that God may prepare someone for everyone. If he doesn't, you will be the most happiest single girl in this world for sure.

 

Most of all, my dearest friend, Kae will be one of my mega project for bridesmaid :-)

 

 

ตั้งแต่วันที่ฉันได้พบเธอ
ก็เหมือนว่าโลกใบนี้มันเริ่มหยุด หมุนไป
หน้าหนาวจะหนาวสักเท่าไร
หน้าร้อนจะร้อนสักแค่ไหนก็ไม่เคยสน

*เพราะทุกๆวันที่มีเธออยู่ ก็ไม่รู้
ไม่รู้ฤดูอะไร ฉันรู้แต่ว่าใจฉันมีเธอ

**มีเธอเป็นฤดูแห่งความรัก ฤดูที่ทำให้โลกนี้สดใส
มีเธอเป็นฤดูที่ใครก็คงไม่เข้าใจ ถ้าหากไม่ลองเปิดหัวใจ
ให้รักเธออย่างฉัน(ให้กับเธอ)

หน้าร้อนก็ไม่เคยร้อนใจ
หน้าฝนมีเธอกางร่มร่วมเดินไปด้วยกัน
หน้าหนาวก็ยังไม่สำคัญ
แค่มีเพียงเธอเท่านั้นก็อุ่นใจแล้ว


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มีเธอเป็นฤดูแห่งความรัก ฤดูที่ทำให้โลกนี้สดใส
มีเธอเป็นฤดูที่ใครก็คงไม่เข้าใจ ถ้าหากไม่ลองเปิดใจ

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hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Oh God I'm so damn happy anyway.... while you're listening to some song even it is just only 3 or 4 minutes it can really drift you away....

 

 

and http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8165164798733787475&hl=en

 

Finally my favourite song right now is...........  ta da ~  

" Perhaps Love " from the Korea series "Princess Hours"   :-D 

 

 

  

Thanks God in everyday as always  ;-)

 

Wings of Forgiveness / India Arie

 

I just want you to know after everything that we’ve been through
I just want you to know that I still love you
That I still love you

Had to go across the water
Just to find what was here in my heart all along
Spent so much time trying to be right
That I was dead wrong
If Nelson Mandela can forgive his oppressors surely I can forgive you for your ???

You’re only human
Let’s shake free this gravity of resentment and fly high (and fly high)
You’re only human
Let’s shake free this gravity of judgment and fly high on the wings of forgiveness

Had to run to the arms of curiosity
Just to find what was here in my life all along
I have found that the utter simplicity simply means making peace with your complexity
If Gandhi can forgive persecution surely you can forgive me for being so petty

I’m only human
Let’s shake free this gravity of resentment and fly high (and fly high)
You’re only human
Let’s shake free this gravity of judgment and fly high on the wings of forgiveness

I searched for romance, flowers, and affection
What I found is a lasting love for you
Is that what the game of love is
Bout how much you can take
That authentic love is about how much you can give

After everything that we’ve been through I just want you to know that I still love you
Want you to know that I forgive you
(thank you for teaching me how to give)
Want to let you know how much you changed my life
Want to let you know you taught me how to fly
And I wrote this song to tell you this
I’m better ‘cause you taught me how to give

I took a swim in the sea of guilt and misery
To find myself on an island in the middle of nowhere
In my solitude I asked in all the highest truth
And what I was told was to thine own self be true
If Jesus can forgive crucifixion then surely we can survive and find a resolution

Let’s keep it moving
Let’s shake free this gravity of resentment and fly high (and fly high)
You’re only human
Let’s shake free this gravity of judgment and fly high (and fly high)
Let’s keep it moving
Let’s shake free this gravity of commitment and fly high on the wings of forgiveness

After everything that we’ve been through I just want you to know that I still love you
Want you to know that I still love you
(let’s fly high)
Want to let you know how much you changed my life
Want to let you know you taught me how to fly
And I wrote this song to tell you this
I’m better ‘cause you taught me how to give

I still love you
Want you to know I still love you
Want you to know I still love you
And I always will love you
And I want to let you know I forgive you
I want to let you know I still love you
Want you to know I still love you

I just want you to know I still love you
Want you to know I still love you
Want you to know I still love you
And I want to let you know I forgive you
I want to let you know I still love you
I want to let you know I still love you
Just want you to know I still love you
Just want you to know I still love you
Want you to know I still love you
And I want to let you know I forgive you

 

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While I have to drive alone one of my friend, 'illu' the music mania, gave me some several CDs. One of them that I love to listen is this song.... I don't know the meaning of the song (until now) but the rhythm of this song is very very cool to move or walk on the street with a big smile. Don't you think so?

 

Anyway, thank you God that you firgive me so that I can be able to forgive someone else.....

 

Ps. after the working hour, beside the DVD Koria series (Full House), I really need a very good deep sleep.  = ="

 

 

 

Hey...I have a very very sweet dream last night (thanks to God).......

 

To you, someone, in my dream that I'm always waiting for....

 

Why your face look like Jay Chou - -" ? well anyway.... I'm so glad to meet you, even it's just a dream.

 

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There is one heroine name Juling, she is the teacher from the North part of Thailand but volunteer to be a teacher in the Southern part.

As you are already known that there is a turbulent situation in this part such as the terrorist killed our monk and teacher, or even burn the school in the four provinces of Thailand; Pattanee,Yala,Naratiwas and Satool. The terrorists operate with merciless and devilish to scare the citizen. Noone wants to teach the children anymore or even walk on the street because they fear of the outrageous aggressive outlaw in this part. Moreover, we have to be fear because oneday it could be you that sudden death from volley and burn down. However, Juling is the victim of the violence in the Southern part of Thailand. She was one hostage and was beaten by the villagers caused from the untrustworthy atmosphere that is shape in this region.  She pass away today and in many part of Thailand, we.. realize that we lost another good person sacrifice to the ignorance of some group that always think about only themselves again and again. 

 

 

Thank you very much for everything. I don't know that what did you do to me because sometimes I'm too dull to see the thing clearly but I'm sure everything was meant for good. Don't they?

 

Right now I'm working in the hospital business dear. My work is dealt with the cancer patient in the management field of the cancer department. Well, I have an experience with the cancer myself when my dearest auntie had cancer and died...that time I was 20 yearsold. I hope I can use this incident to cope with this job and try to develop my skill and knowledge day by day.

 

Before I decided to work in the hospital business, I have a chance to choose between working in the Government sector or in the Hospital business. By comparing with pro and con and my emotional which is very very fragile before New Year so I need to work hard and intend to be changed. I chose to work in private sector and I just finished my first week at the 'Bangkok Hospital'. I dont know that this job is fit for me or not but I have to learn and realize it by myself. Then I will give myself a chance to start with this job before changing or not changing to somewhere else which is I hope to be more better and suit me the most. We've got to start our life somewhere right?

 

This week and next week is the orientation week. We have to be trained to be transform and suit to the business's philosophy.  All staff of Bangkok Hospital always pround to say that we have a very vast network, probably no.1 in Thailand, 2 in Asia and 4 in world's ranking. All staff is taught to service with a heart, to think positive, looking at the bright side of people more than the dark one and etc.

 

From the training, I've learnt more new things and I love it. From the lecture today, I come across that changing is the fact of life. We can't stop changing around us but we have to develop ourself and follow the step head to the future. If we stand still or not fast enough to adapt ourself to the changing surrounding then we have to die...right? Is this related to 'Only the strongest will survive?' , the law of nature?????

 

Well I dunno....... the world's also getting crazier day by day as well.

- Suddam was dead.

- Iran, North Korea won't stop to build their nuclear power and they also try to challenge the superpower as USA.

- Chaos from the bomb in Thailand, there is no New Year party for 2006 in my country.

- Mr. Ban Ki-moon from South Korea is the asia people who is designate to be the UN secretary in 2007. This is the first time in 30 years that the administrator is from Asia. 

- New Japanese priminister, Shinzo Abe will be more assertive in his foreign policy. Anyway, he is the youngest priminister in Japan right now.

 

Do you think that now the power has shift from The West to the East? Do you think I should stop talking about the world outside my world?

 

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Lastly, the best of the year 2006 is my life in England. I know lots and lots of friends, I have to thank you God that everyone is so nice and I'm so happy to have them as friend as well. Thanks for being there for me, thanks to be my friend. Zi and Rif who always go out, hang out, living out loud with me. Susan and Yao Jia, they are so nice even thought we does not live in the same country but they called me. I'm so glad that we are a crazy sisterhood. Cheryl, Anush, Abby, Cindy, Dalia my flatmate who always keep in touch with me all the time.  You know I love you. Friends are so nice, Koi,Wam,Illusion,Kay,Nan,Yee,Ed,X,Ju, P'Pun,P'Pa,P'Jim,P'Fai,Kay,Oh,Whan,Kung,Kae I can't describe what's the best part of you but I have to say that you are the one. What you've done for me remind me to think of the song 'That's what friend are for'. My family who I have to say you are the real 'wind beneath my wings'. Most of all.... I 'PASS' (not with merrit or any of distinction) and that's soooo 'wow' hahaaaaa I'm so damn satisfied. The worst part of the year 2006 is that I lost one of my best friend. The one that always care for me and take good care of me for all the time (24/7) when I was in England.

 

Anyway, we have to move on then I decided to move on.

 

Do ya wanna know my new year resolution?

1) I want to be more skinny.

I guess around 95% of the girl's new year resolution is all about 'weight'.

2) I will start to educated myself by trying to consume 'the news' more and more.

I hate 'News', it's always copy the same pattern.... the same cycle and back to the first stage again. Maybe because people always think rational, don't they?

3) I will read 1 book/month.

You know right now I'm addicted to the suspense series of Kindaichi the detective (you can see it from the book that I read section) I finished his 3 books already, that's not bad for acheive the goal right?

4) I won't fall for a stupid guy.

I think now I know the nature of guys. One day I went shopping and there is a guy try to flirt with me, unfortunatly, his girlfriend saw and try to walk him out of that shop right away. I feel sorry for that girl....well I know that this is the normal for guys to flirting. He don't want to break up with his girlfriend or anything but well I don't think that I'll going to choose this kinda guy to be my husband for sure. My type will be more of 'family man' hahaaaa if I can find one ok? but anyway no more stupid guy.

5) Find sometimes to exercise.

I think exercise will help me not to be exhausted with my everyday life. I always said 'I'm so tired' after a long long day but if I exercise maybe my body will be more healthy as a robot that work without the holiday right?

6) Try to go somewhere that I wanted to.

I think it's not safe for a women to going out alone, it's very dangerous. Anything could happen.... but sometimes you've got to do when your nature call right?

7) Try not to forget the goal of my life.

I have my goal...and I'll try to make it. (of course with the help from God)  

 

I want to end this long journal with the Walk Disney quote. He said that "If you can dream it, you can do it. Always remember that this whole thing was started with a dream and a mouse."